The sound of losing what I never found

 

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown? 
 
I'm stuck on the ground. Not ready to let go, 'cause then I'll never know what I could be missing. So why do I try? I know I'm gonna fall down. 
 
What does it take to come alive? Can it just be over.


 
 
We're always free to choose, never free enough to find,
J
 
 

Törs jag lägga kinden i din hand?

 
Ett val som jag enkelt kan välja bort.

But you know me better than the poison in my veins. I have made you suffer, left you waiting in the rain.. I was chasing demons in the desert of my pain. For you I'll lay my monsters down, for you and you alone I'll find my way back home. I love you like the sun loves California.
 
You self-distructive little girl, pick yourself up.You just don't always love yourself. The goal is to keep you from falling. It's like I'm living in a world with no air.

I keep on fighting with myself, with my thoughts and with my obsessions. I just want to break free! 
 
//Skinny love, J

Just wrap me in your arms..

'cause with you, I got it all..
what's in our home, is all I want.. I'm in love.
Happy b-day to my wonderful fiancé! Wish you were home by now ♥
Love
yours truly, J